'When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
One, twenty one guns
Shar.
31 oct.
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I don't wanna go back!
Sunday, July 05, 2009, 15:27
It seriously feels and looks like Cat 1 is coming up. (fyi, cat 1 is rain). Though I would normally jump with joy when cat1 comes (seriously the siren is like music to recruits' ears). I so don't want it to rain right now. Cause it just means that it'll be a hassle to book back in.Neither do I want it to rain tomorrow! cause its 6km route march. Missing it = Re-Route March. And I so do not want to spend some saturday morning making up for it. I'd rather go home. So much things gonna happen this next week when Gryphon books back in. Somehoe there is a sense of "NO Not yet" in the air. I hate super early bookout/bookins - those like at 4. cause it's like neither here nor there. You book out and there is just that much time left if you want to go out, And when sunday comes around, it feels like it's less than half a day you have for yourself.
Discipline, Excellence?
It's hard when one person choose to defy it, not believe in it,test it - whatever you want to call it. Sometimes ( not ALL the time please take note) you(or in this case I) do feel like living up to that two words. But Because of just one asshole, everything goes to waste and everyone gets screwed. Fair? No. Anything I can do about it? No. So just suck thumb la. I'm trying my best to have a positive mindset about stuff, But I seriously think I can do without that disease; spreading through the platoon like some flu bug.
Must not let myself be a captive of negativity.
See you humans in a week =)