'When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
One, twenty one guns
Shar.
31 oct.
crazy
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Shoot. get me back to reality
Friday, November 07, 2008, 17:13
Being away from school on internship just screws everything up doesn't it?
I know i'm supposed to expect the unexpected but i didn't vision things this way!
Heck i want to be back in school doing sports club stuff.
I want to be back in school going for trainings.
Heck i want to be back in school doing sports club events that are not event mine!
I want to do all that!
I'm sure Benedict and Dickson feels the same way as me.
I LOVE the club. I LOVE the people in it. But im fucked up so far away not contributing what i feel i can contribute. I don't get to hang out with them like i wanted to. Like i had planned to.
I'd rather not get paid and be back in school where i feel the love. Shoot Bring me back to reality.
And off i go for the netball match, hopeful that i will be able to get my much needed release from all this caginess and get that one love feeling that marian is always mentioning about.
I know i'm supposed to expect the unexpected but i didn't vision things this way!
Heck i want to be back in school doing sports club stuff.
I want to be back in school going for trainings.
Heck i want to be back in school doing sports club events that are not event mine!
I want to do all that!
I'm sure Benedict and Dickson feels the same way as me.
I LOVE the club. I LOVE the people in it. But im fucked up so far away not contributing what i feel i can contribute. I don't get to hang out with them like i wanted to. Like i had planned to.
I'd rather not get paid and be back in school where i feel the love. Shoot Bring me back to reality.
And off i go for the netball match, hopeful that i will be able to get my much needed release from all this caginess and get that one love feeling that marian is always mentioning about.