'When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
One, twenty one guns
Shar.
31 oct.
crazy
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what now.
Thursday, October 16, 2008, 23:25
Where do i go from here?I'm gonna be so random that nothing is going to string together, so forgive me much
Sometimes having heart to heart talks just make u feel free. I mean everyone has their secrets, their lies their sins. No one is perfect, but you just feel soo much better after having such sessions.
I know at least for me, I haven't been a good friend to most people. I guess just something i gotta work on ALOT. I was telling francis that i think im an eleven year old stuck in an eighteen year old body. Maybe that is why im still so irritating and immature.
Sometimes i really feel like turning to someone. But i just don't know where to turn to, who to turn to. So much is said about trust. You know that no one is perfect and that everyone will make mistakes, so yeah do you still go ahead?
I totally haven't been myself lately. On the outside, still might look the same, but yeah.
I thought I knew who i was. But i guess i don't. I'm still trying my best to figure out where i fit in, where it all comes to, and where do i go from here. I really really have the urge to say things out, to let known the thoughts in my head. But I know i'll just end up hurting people.
All this surpressed feelings and thoughts, where do i throw it too?
It may sound absurd...but dont be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream