'When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
One, twenty one guns
Shar.
31 oct.
crazy
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What a good night's sleep can do.
Friday, August 17, 2007, 22:00
What a good Night's sleep can do... Apparently a lot. So after two Very VERY hectic weeks of work, presentation and project submissions it is all finally over and i believed everyone had a good night's rest. Sometimes i really do wonder how i could have gotten through that f uped period if i didn't have nice friends around me.
Amin, seriously man, thanks for bringing the PS2 to school. Really helped me to destress. haha.
On another note, the end of the week marks the end of academic year 2.1 (unofficially of course). I wonder what next sem is going to be like. Everyone is moving into the unknown realm of..... BLOCK TEACHING. Sounds scary yet serene at the same time. ON one hand, lesser subjects at a time. Three plus CDS to be exact. But on hindsight, lesser time to complete the subject, 7 weeks to be exact. Somehow i have a bad feeling about this. Why? Simply because of the fact that block teaching = no exams which also means.. block teaching = more projects and silly assesments. SERIOUSLY SILLY. Take for example DMPF and INMM and IN3D this semester. I'm sure some will agree that some of the assesments are just simple STUPID. EXAMPLE, POST some shit on some stupid 3D forum to get your 5 marks? like HELLO? whoever is free enough to spend their free time infront of the comp typing away into a forum?
And once again, presentation has proven to me how biased some PEOPLE can be. Like hello you can't be anymore obvious than what you did already !! Body language says it all. To be totally honest I feel super happy that the classes are finally gonna be shuffled.(I hope). Not that i have anything against my current classmates whatsoever, but i Just can't work under all that pressure. EVERYONE is "COMPETING" against each other. WHAT THE FUCK. I DON'T BLOODY GIVE A DAMN. I KNOW NONE OF MY CLASSMATES WILL READ THIS ANYWAY. But seriously, fucking leave me out of it. Simply hate it when lecturers comment things like " how come xxx can do it and you can't". OK FINE im stupid so be it, at least I'm friendly. Therefore i totally do not appreciate it when lecturers stereotype and say.. " this class don't share with one another is it". HELLO not everyone is like that.
You know, I used to aim to be in the directors list, the honours roll, and i Was, well for the first term at least. But now i sooooo want to NOT be in it. If people think i'm crazy i'm not. Cause face it, what good is it to be in the director's list when you are selfish and not happy and stressed up and paranoid and blah blah. SUE me if you want to, but i think someone once said to me that the director's list is tainted with people who do not deserve to be there ( of course they deserve to be there based on academic.. but at what price ?) Talking behind each other's back? sabotaging others? withelding information from others so you get ahead? sheesh i'd be ASHAMED of myself if i ever did that. Oh well if i get sued or hated for writing out that last paragraph, at least i wrote it out with integrity, something i believe some people in the course lack.
Shar is a very friendly person. He speaks to ANYONE, especially people who give a simle smile to him.he makes friends with anyone and everyone. he has few good friends and fewer " members" ( haha crikit crikit). But hey if people choose to ignore him or not even offer me a hi or a simple SMILE. ( like that is so hard seh) than shar will ignore and treat that person the way he is treated. karma, what goes around comes around.
ahahas so to people who thinks im idiotic or crazy. well maybe i just am. who knows.( well actually my close friends know).
and and and i love to smile.
I miss those times where i just kept smiling and smiling and smiling till mr Jonathan thought i was crazy. I want my happy self back. someone find it for me. And thanks Alicia Tiang Li Xuan for cheering me up the last time. haha crazy people rock!