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'When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
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school sucks. along with everthing in it.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007, 23:12
'Cause nothing's going right And everything's a mess And no one likes to be alone. School sucks. seriously. When was the last time i felt good doing something i like? lessons seems draggy and schoolwork seems like a chore. What the hell is happening? When everything just seem to go against you, you get yet another kick in the teeth. sheesh. But still you gotta live with it. School becomes something you hate when your just never seem good enough. I said it before and i'm saying it again. I HATE perfectionist. Maybe i'm thinking selfishly, but its fact that my work will never be as good as theirs. In fact mine will forever be a laughing stalk when put beside these "perfect" work. But once again, I gotta live with it. Why i chose IND? It was the simple fact that i HAD interest in this area, yes i HAD. Well maybe deep down i still have that interest. But right now i just seem to be unable to find hapiness in what i'm doing. And this gets harder with the fact that lecturers are 'earmarking' people. The best will get better and the Poor, lets not even say how the NON-BEST are treated. Lecturers claim to be there for the students. RUBBISH. Never once in my TP life have i come across a lecturer who really motivates and give advice that make me have a clear mind. ( okay so there maybe one or two who did give some good advices). I HATE the competition. I know i'm not as good. Lecturers aren't helping either. Looking down on students who don't produce works that are mind blowing will NOT help the students. For example, lecturers go " have you guys seen *** alieN?" or " *** I heard your alien was WOW". How does that make others feel? No offence to the person whom the lecturer is referring to. In fact i'm happy for he or she because they can produce a really nice work. But LECTURERS seem to be the number 1 demoralizer (if the is such a word) to the rest of the class. I HATE LECTURERS. I HATE IND LECTURERS. It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won't you take me by the hand Take me somewhere new |
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