'When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
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Sunday, May 27, 2007, 02:26

Like what is wrong with me?
I don't even blog what truly happened during the week. or Rather should i say what i truly felt during the week.

Call me a coward.
Call me a fool.
But i just don't want to hurt others.

Nice guys finish last. oh whatever.
What i said to ms gwen lim is true. Yes i write better without any distractions. Heck i Study better when i'm not distracted. But all the distractions around? I just end up reading the same line or question over and over again because whatever i read just can't get into my head.

But what should i do? what can i do? tell everyone who's a distraction to get lost? I'm too cowardly to hurt people, But i have a limit to my patience. And right now, it's really really running out.

It's okay if you do not want to study or you do not want to do well, but please spare a thought for others who actually want to study. Yes people actually do study. I don't want my grades to be affected by distractions. 3.58 was my sem1 GPA. 3.19 was my sem2 GPA. It's getting worse. And i don't want my GPA for this sem to drop even further. Some will say i should be happy for maintaining a GPA that is above 3. But i have goals in life. I've made mistakes in the past. But i do not want to continue to make those mistakes.

I don't want to live in a dream world anymore where everything will be fine at the end of the day and everything seems easy.


Friends Vs. Studies?